Lonely night

No phone calls for me,
nobody bothered to send a message.
Maybe people are not aware, 
that I live here all by myself.
Or is it that everyone I know

have forsaken me ,
sentenced me to this exile.
I venture out to find the sky,
spend some time in search of stars,
play hide and seek with them.
But its so dark outside,
with clouds covering the sky.
I can't find any of the stars.
Again I come back to the room,
within the walls of solitude.
I don't like it, I am bored.
What stops people from contacting me,
Why don't I find love tonight.
I am alone, time sits so heavy on me,
Impatient with this endless wait,
I may end up doing something silly.